a New...

I am writing this in my square room, Lahat Court No 46 with a feeling of stomach emptiness and sleepiness of the hot day. No more drizzling of Dublin's cold weather. No more speciality of walking 40 minutes nonstop without a drop of water.

It's Penang. Here I am. Lot's of halal food, but so so far away. And less less likely to be eaten with current monthly 'salary'.

First and foremost, thank you ayah for buying me this lovely blue cupboard and hot pink book rack as well as this table set and mattress. And thanks for this fan! Huhuhuh... saving me frommati kepanasan. hehe

And thanks to abang, for riding this bike for me all the way from Malacca. And you easily found my unknown apartment! Something to be proud of... ^^

And to my mak.......kakak.. and adik. For the endless effort and support. For the sardine sandwich, and for the cash notes. Aha... huhu.

It was not easy for moving from a house, isn't it? And much harder to move from a latitude to another, with lack of rest. That's why I think I still have jet lag here. So sleepy to learn 8am in the morning till 1230 in the afternoon.

My life is quite pack here. I don't know what is going to be in the next few weeks, as I was in the very lucky group to go to Seberang Jaya Hospital for attachment in the morning, and comeback to have lecture or tutorial here in pmc in the evening. And the seniors have already warn me that it's going to be a bit of crying weeks, because... it's the SURGERY. Is it very difficult? Or it is the surgeons' there whose make it difficult for the students, i don't know.

We'll look and see. Please be here for me.. :(

So, I am telling you that the next few weeks would be a very tough weeks for me... at least for my third year here. I am praying hard, that I could perform better than ever. Please.. do pray for me.

And I hope, i would be tough enough to get through all of these.

i am only a student doctor

no money for three months

i will survive!